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Saturday, June 03, 2006

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 14:40:10 GMT

I'm gone y'all. I'm tired of writing here. I am always on other sites and I really never have anything interesting to write about anymore. It's just not coming to me. I doubt it matters to anyone, but I feel there is no point in keeping this up anymore. Peace.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Wed, 24 May 2006 20:52:54 GMT

It's hard to give yourself to people when you are not sure what they are going to do with you. I once opened myself up to someone (and I was thinking back on this because I wrote something about it somewhere...), someone I was starting to trust. And then it just stopped. They just shoved it right back to me. I don't want to have to always do things their way, to give them exactly what they say they want and then have then send my heart back to me.

And even though a lot of time has passed since I have been hurt this way, I can see how it has affected me, even though I shouldn't let it. It just makes me angry that this happened and it is probably still happening. The worst thing is, I think this happens to me alot because I am nice and people know that I won't lash back at them. Honestly, it is wrong to hurt people just because you can. Personally, I think it's sick.

It makes me never want to tell people what I'm really thinking, ever again.

I'm just angry.

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Sun, 21 May 2006 14:46:35 GMT

I had this strange dream last night that I was dying of skin cancer. (I know this is partly because I actually do have some skin problems right now - not related to cancer at all though!)

But it was wierd because usually when people have cancer, you SEE them dying. You couldn't tell I was dying. I looked the same and felt the same, and yet I had it. Yet, it was like on the inside I had nothing because I just kept dreading the time when I would die. No one would tell me when the date was, and they just kept going on about their business. All the while I am lying in bed wishing I could live and not feeling very sick at all...

Hmm.

Monday, April 24, 2006

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 01:50:09 GMT

I'm going to ITALY next year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I just have to save 3,000 bucks.

YAY!!

Friday, April 07, 2006

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 00:48:17 GMT

Yeah, well this one is a kicker... I mean if I've ever seen a more poorly named product it has to be this one...

Today I decided to stop by a small, locally owned grocery store to pick up some stuff on the way home (I figured traffic on the highway is bad enough, why try to beat Wal-mart traffic?). Anyhoo... I am browsing the isles, and I stop at medicines... and next thing you know I am seeing this...

That's right... a medicine called 666 Cold Caplets. I have to pause for a minute and look at this. I mean, why? It's definitely not "the mark of the beast" in reality, however, I have to wonder why anyone in their right mind would name a product after that!

I naturally had to look this up online, so I found this article: http://www.deuceofclubs.com/write/666.htm

It's rather lengthy, but definitely amusing.

Yes, this is the highlight of my day. Isn't it thrilling?

Monday, March 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 07:14:55 GMT

I have a new theory.... the more and more people try and become individualists, the less they are themselves.

Do you know what I mean? I am so tired of these people who walk around and are so careful not to follow the masses, that they in turn, lose who they really are and then start to be like everyone else. Because these days being wierd and anti-social is apparently "in."

But we are all different really. Whether you say you are the same or different, you really were born with your own unique ideas and tendencies (be them good or bad).

So why can't everyone quit trying to be different to be the same to be different?

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 21:08:49 GMT

Finally!! I got a new job! Praise God!

As for the details... I'll be working as a support team assistant at a big computer/IT/design company here in Baton Rouge... I'll be assisting my boss with his clients in the IT area... I'll be learning a lot of new things because this is not really my area of expertise... but they are going to give me full training... I'm so excited!

No more retail!!!!

And... read this. Because it's cool and just gives more proof that the Bible IS accurate and TRUE.

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 05:06:41 GMT

Yeah, so I was watching Fox News the other night and saw this interview that I thought was very interesting.... all based on this ministry: http://jcsgirls.com.

Please go visit this site and read about it.... and don't be decieved by the initial appearance of the site. I think that this is an awesome outreach... and I will pray that God continues to use them, and I believe he will.

It's funny because people sometimes limit where they should go and what they should do, which is fine is that is what they are convicted to do, but this is a prime example of how going where the lost are is a way to reach them, if you are truly going to do God's work.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 19:21:25 GMT

Yes YES YES!
PRAISE GOD!
Almost my whole family came to church today with me. He is answering prayers and being faithful. I didn't deserve this, but he is loving me in spite of ME.

I love you
All of my hope is in you
Jesus Christ, take my life
Take all of me.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 00:14:18 GMT

BLAH.

That's how most of my day felt.

But now I get Greek & Lebanese food, so I feel a little better. (:

I shouldn't eat my emotions.